Disappointed...

Not feeling good today... received a call from one of my buddy last night and saying disappointed in me. I don't know why... what should I do? Did I do anything wrong?

I didn't blame them, but why are they blaming at me? Just because I need their help and it's my fault? Maybe... .

Why can I help friends/buddies for no reason and friends/buddies can't do me that favour?Maybe I am stupid to rely on them...