Depressed...

weekend... think today really boliao... 2nd time writing the blog... no one to talk to...

haizzz... really miserable and feeling down today...

Disappointed...

Not feeling good today... received a call from one of my buddy last night and saying disappointed in me. I don't know why... what should I do? Did I do anything wrong?

I didn't blame them, but why are they blaming at me? Just because I need their help and it's my fault? Maybe... .

Why can I help friends/buddies for no reason and friends/buddies can't do me that favour?Maybe I am stupid to rely on them...

海陆空...

海陆空... ... 走着路，坐着大巴，搭着飞机，又坐车，再上船后坐车才到家... ... 花了一整天才盲目的到家了... ...

看到她的确很开心可是有心底有点酸酸的... ... ... ... 知道你自己一个很辛苦，没关系苦尽甘来... 你要加油噢...

不管怎样都要撑着，只要现在辛苦点，将来日子肯定很好过... 还有噢，一定要开心，不开心时告诉我，我一定跟你一起分享...

...hard days ahead... :(

It is getting colder and colder.... temperature drops... feeling colder and colder...

Out of sudden feeling very miserably alone, no friends, no buddies, no family... Am I choosing the right way? What will I be if I did not make the initial move or maybe so called of influence by anyone...

Mentally feeling tortured by environment... by people around me... really hope that there is some ways and chances for me to do something what I like.... something which I got the power to speak out...

Hopefully there is someone who understand how I feel.... and not someone who always think he is right...